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Saturday, November 23 [ posted @ 11:23:00 PM ] pv points of note: 1. i took a major test of faith yesterday, n looked at my n roques pics while in bed last nite. prior to last nite, i hadnt really looked at nething roque-related since tatto n i got back talkin to each together again....i felt a wave of warmth immediately come over me. my face softened. my heart lightened. n my mouth involuntarily shaped itself into a smile. i ran my fingers slowly on the pics..his face, his hair. its like he never left. its like hes just at his place..a local call away. "hey im coming over, make sure u re up so u can open the door for me" is wat i wud say. like before..everyday before...even twice, three times a day..id meet him at the crack of dawn when mom n dad left for work..spend a few hrs w/ him, lay in bed w/ him, always huggin him close...i loved smellin his biceps especially. he d b sleepin like a baby, n id b lookin at his face intently..silently plantin kisses on his face n lips. kissin his biceps. his elaborate dragon tattoo..i still remember evything abt his tattoo. i remember evything abt roque. evything abt him..evything we talked abt. n i dint tink of tatto the whole time. so. i guess its roque im missing. i guess its roque who i love. 2. my cough has worsened to the point where the back of my throat n neck hurt even when im not coughing. im startin to really worry...there cant b a tumor in there can there? i mean im clean, my whole family is clean...nobody related has ever had a C-related illness....my grandfather lived till he was 90 somethin (he died peacefully in his sleep), all my aunts n uncles r health nuts...we have doctors, lawyers, biologists, nurses, librarians, special children educators in the family...im too disbelieving to go c the doc, plus theres jin to tink abt, which brings us to point 3..... 3. i never had to save up for a pets death before. jins never bn jst a pet to me of course, shes more like...my human baby. thats an understatement actually...jins like my daughter. n not to devalue daughters or nethin, but i wud put my life b4 hers - n i have a few times in the past. when she is gone, i wud like to keep her w/ me, as kitty is w/ us rite now..just a few feet away from my bed everyday...2 nites ago i was talkin to kitty, n i really felt her presence. to me, kitty never left...shes just in nother world, sleepin n purrin away in her new home...man i loved that cat, after all, she was w/ me for 20 years...n her sis jinny looks set to join her within this year..n i wanna make sure i have enuff money to provide her w/ the best medical care on earth durin her last wks here w/ me...i will sweat blood n tears to ensure that i do evything possible to make her journey least painful..no, i dont intend to xtend her life ne more than shes meant to live...i just want to make her comfortable, n when shes on that table, i want her to doze off to sleep like ne other day....n then i want to keep her close to me, here. most importantly, i want to not be crying when shes dozing off..bcos she senses when i am sad, n she gets really miserable n sad too when she sees me upset..i tink she feels guilty even....bcos shes always taken it upon herself to make me smile n laugh. n she is my little wonderbaby, my big fluff of thick brown fur...i love her more than nethin on this earth, definitely more than myself...she is my world. feelin bit morose now. i wana go for a run but my cough wont allow that. i tink i will work on my homepage today. something productive for once...n mebe change this blogs template. or somthin. when roque was here n i m havin a gd day, u know what id b thinkin? i have the best bf in the world n i have the best best friend in the world my life cudnt b better. but then..in just one fonecall, all that got taken away. the fonecall just hrs before my bday...his mom tellin him that hes gotta quit his job n leave hk rite away. n cpl of hrs later, on my bday..i was left w/ the task of typin out roques resignatn letter. exactly 15 days n 9 hrs later - he was gone. n i dont know when or if hes comin back........ # [ posted @ 10:23:00 AM ] pv i did a multiple intelligence test thingy just now, it was a bit grueling coz it had 80 qstns....but tis a scientific test folks, not one of em silly teenybopper "how hot are you?" type nonsense - ie the kind i normally take heh i tink its pretty accurate my results r as follows: Linguistic 37 Mathematics 21 Visual/Spatial 24 Body/Kinesthetic 25 Naturalistic 33 Music 40 Interpersonal 20 Intrapersonal 36 Eight Styles of Learning Linguistic Learner likes to: read, write and tell stories. is good at: memorizing names, places, dates and trivia. learns best by: saying, hearing and seeing words. Logical/Mathematical Learner likes to: do experiments, figure things out, work with numbers, ask questions and explore patterns and relationships. is good at: math, reasoning, logic and problem solving. learns best by: categorizing, classifying and working with abstract patterns/relationships. Spatial Learner likes to: draw, build, design and create things, daydream, look at pictures/slides, watch movies and play with machines. is good at: imagining things, sensing changes, mazes/puzzles and reading maps, charts. learns best by: visualizing, dreaming, using the mind's eye and working with colors/pictures. Musical Learner likes to: sing, hum tunes, listen to music, play an instrument and respond to music. is good at: picking up sounds, remembering melodies, noticing pitches/rhythms and keeping time. learns best by: rhythm, melody and music. Bodily/Kinesthetic Learner likes to: move around, touch and talk and use body language. is good at: physical activities (sports/dance/acting) and crafts. learns best by: touching, moving, interacting with space and processing knowledge through bodily sensations. Naturalistic Learner likes to: be outside, with animals, geography, and whether; interacting with the surroundings . is good at: categorizing, organizing a living area, planning a trip, preservation, and conservation. learns best by: studying natural phenomenon, in a natural setting, learning about how things work. Interpersonal Learner likes to: have lots of friends, talk to people and join groups. is good at: understanding people, leading others, organizing, communicating, manipulating and mediating conflicts. learns best by: sharing, comparing, relating, cooperating and interviewing. Intrapersonal Learner likes to: work alone and pursue own interests. is good at: understanding self, focusing inward on feelings/dreams, following instincts, pursuing interests/goals and being original. learns best by: working alone, individualized projects, self-paced instruction and having own space. # [ posted @ 8:20:00 AM ] pv  What's Your Personality?Find out! # [ posted @ 7:26:00 AM ] pv i know ive been barraging my blog w/ lyrics...but i m lost. i ve lost all capability to write, or even express myself. whether its bcos im too confused/distraught/restless to paint a picture of my feelings w/ the written word rite now, or if its bcos i just dont understand what im feeling..im not so sure. but i feel really stuffed up, its like i cant decipher what im feelin, or what i wanna do, or what i dont wanna do...so forget what i should do, rite now i dont even know what to feel, i dont even feel like im in control of whats in my head, in my heart..ive always let my heart lead the way, n lead my actions..but rite now i feel so messed up, i dont even know where to start. if whether i need a breather outside of my room, or if i simply need more zzZz. or if i need to get what i need to say to tatto out of my system, or if i shud block it from ever coming out. or if i need to be w/ a friend n have her hug me n tell me that evythings gna be ok, or if i just need to be alone, away from everyone. if i shud spend some quiet time on my own, or if i shud subject my already fragile hearing drums w/ thrash music/noise. if i shud keep myself n my mind occupied, or if shud just let the feelings flow n cry/laugh/hate/love freely n openly w/ no hesitation. it hurts to live sometimes. but it hurts even more to love. its so ironic how love is like the greatest, most powerful thing on earth..it can move mountains n split oceans...it can completely transform lives, n turn the dead into the living. yet it is the most fragile thing. so easily broken, so easily lost. u dont even know what hit u....n when u finally do make sense of whats goin on, its too late..n u r hurt n scarred forever. i m now thinking: is it possible to b in love w/ 2 people at the same time? n love them both equally? if so, why is being w/ the both of them wrong? why is it considered goin against the law n very nature of 'true love'? # [ posted @ 7:10:00 AM ] pv to tatto, w/ love yes i still love you. but i ll never admit it to you. Are You Lonesome Tonight? (words & music by Roy Turk and Lou Handman) Are you lonesome tonight, do you miss me tonight? Are you sorry we drifted apart? Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day When I kissed you and called you sweetheart? Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare? Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there? Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again? Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight? I wonder if you're lonesome tonight You know someone said that the world's a stage And each must play a part. Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart. Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange And why I'll never know. Honey, you lied when you said you loved me And I had no cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing your lies Than go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there With emptiness all around And if you won't come back to me Then make them bring the curtain down. Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again? Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight? # [ posted @ 4:44:00 AM ] pv "just give me give me give me the power and ill make them believe" the power 20:48 # [ posted @ 4:38:00 AM ] pv oh maybe maybe its the things we say the words we use and the music we play maybe its our cheapness oh maybe maybe its the times we ve had the lazy days and the craziness and the fads maybe its our sweetness trash trash trash you and me we re the litter ron the breeze we re the lovers on the streets trash trash trash me and you its in eveyrthing we do its in everything we do because we re trash me and you its in everything we do its in everything we do trash trash trash you and me we re the litte ron the breedze we re the lovers on the streets trash you and me yea you and me me yea we re the litter on the breeze trash you and me yea you and me me yea we re the lovers on the streets trash you and me yea you and me me yea trash you and me yea you and me you and me "suede up close and personal in singapore" world channel, 20:42 trash trash = moi # Friday, November 22 [ posted @ 12:38:00 PM ] pv have to b up in less than 4 hrs oh yea...i lit up today, after not havin touched ne for more than 2 wks of course not quite a smart thing to do..given my current cough situation but i was so depressed today i cried in the streets again # [ posted @ 12:35:00 PM ] pv on a more serious note...i ve had this major, painful, constant cough stemming from the back of my throat..its been more than 5 days now...n im sorta thinkin abt the time i went to c the doc 3 wks ago, over stretched vocal chords ..which have nothin to do w/ the flu or a sore throat btw..its this horribly tortorous condition where literally no sound comes out of ur mouth whn u speak, just gasps of dry air...it really drives u mad, actually that wud b an understatement neway, yea whn i saw the doc 3 wks ago she sorta mentioned the possibility that there mite b tumors in my throat or watever, bcos ive had vocal chord trouble many times b4...n so she recommended tht i c a specialist to make sure evythins ok hmm the tot scared me rite away n i immediately erased whatever she said..n never thought abt it again - what, the thought of the deadly C illness was just to frightenin to even think abt, let alone consider myself havin... well now im really worried bcos my coughin is affectin my job, n truth b told, it really hurts when i cough...it gets worse at nite i guess when the air is drier n cooler..so i try to gulp some h2o down evy once in a while..but it feels weird, i know its not a flu cough...well watever it is i jst hope it goes away soon...... # [ posted @ 12:04:00 PM ] pv my mantra for the week: "god grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can, n wisdom to know the diffrence" # [ posted @ 12:02:00 PM ] pv check this out. hey i grew up on michael jackson n i love his music to bits..obviously, his earlier hits rocked sooo much better than the later ones, but u cant doubt this guys talent, ever. hes a musician, an entertainer, a great dancer..n a decent songwriter i guess...i dont love or hate him more than the average person, but its a pity we ve taken more interest in his personal life than his music, sure hes eccentric n weird but thats his bzness. i mean ive bn prayin for a long time for him to hold a concert here but no luck. oh boy id kill to watch him perform live.... # [ posted @ 8:37:00 AM ] pv does life have to be so hard? and why do people have to make it harder than it already is? u're right - its either u do, or u dont. simple as that....but people always gotta put *something* in the way of truth: pride, fear, anger, resentment..why do people want to make things so hard? it benefits no one am i stupid or naive to want to live simply, feel openly, express honestly? i never want to not feel. i may as well be dead. whats even harder is to have so much to say to and feel towards the person who u want to talk to, be with, share stuff with, be honest to - but he doensnt wanna be there. so what do u do? what can u do? # Thursday, November 21 [ posted @ 11:34:00 AM ] pv
Take the test, by Emily. #[ posted @ 11:31:00 AM ] pv i am ... FUCKING SHIT you're quite vulgar, aren't you? it's kind of amusing.. but it could get old. according to the rebelsnail.net shit assessment. [ posted @ 10:37:00 AM ] pv  What Sort of Princess Are You, Bitch? the angry princess: you're beautiful...everyone wants you..unfortunately not the way you want to be needed. no one sees anything but a nice face with a pair of hot tits. maybe you should read a book..and cheer up. things will get better, gorgeous. brought to you by Quizilla # [ posted @ 10:26:00 AM ] pv i think i will turn in now. nah......i just wana switch off this friggin pc n mope in bed under the friggin covers.. i hate today. today was a shit shit shit day........ # [ posted @ 10:03:00 AM ] pv you re so selfish. i hate you. # [ posted @ 9:56:00 AM ] pv fuck you you lure me then fuck me you lie to me then hurt me then i hurt you back you leave me then i hurt myself and you hurt urself i say sorry and you say sorry too you want me back and i love you again but you proceed to use me as you pretend to love me back so slowly you move but so carefully planned so effectively you hurt me but thats not enough for you you act like the victim and me the perpetrator you only seek revenge and my demise to watch me writhe in pain before your very eyes i can do without your games i can do without your shitty face. # Wednesday, November 20 [ posted @ 8:55:00 PM ] pv stop these self-destructive thoughts in my head # [ posted @ 8:55:00 PM ] pv would it be demented of me to say that i actually feel that i wanna kill someone right now? or just maim him will do...i reek of non-goodness even i hate myself. # [ posted @ 8:50:00 PM ] pv ASLEEP - the smiths Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep I'm tired and I I want to go to bed Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep And then leave me alone Don't try to wake me in the morning 'Cause I will be gone Don't feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I will feel so glad to go Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep I don't want to wake up On my own anymore Sing to me Sing to me I don't want to wake up On my own anymore Don't feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I really want to go There is another world There is a better world Well, there must be Well, there must be Well, there must be Well, there must be Well ... Bye bye Bye bye Bye ... # [ posted @ 8:48:00 PM ] pv i feel really depressed. i feel like nobody sees that im depressed. i feel pathetic. i feel like telling someone that im depressed so s/he can tell me not to be, n s/he can give me a hug. yet ppl see me as cold, bitchy, uncaring. but im jst really hurting inside. everyone thinks im a bitch. tatto thinks im one. i hate that. im just feelin really down right now n i cant tell him that i do care for him a lot, n that i do still have feelings for him (of course ill never admit this, ill jst set myself up for heartbreak, i know it). but im feelin teary, sad, tormented n thats y im being so distant right now. i feel so alone. how did i ever end up like this? i do want to not be this way. but im not a bitch. n i do care about a lot of things, n a lot of ppl. but i dont wanna be hurt. i have been hurt so much i dont wana expect nething from neone nemore. n i dont wanna get emotional on the only friend i have in this world, bcos it drains her n thats not right. # [ posted @ 8:23:00 PM ] pv blah # [ posted @ 7:59:00 PM ] pv nothin is goin my way today. god hates me. y the fuck does this shit keep poppin up evytime i log on into tripod to work on my stupid n useless homepage Temporary Interruption An error has interrupted communication between your browser and the web site server. Internal errors can have many causes. Click here to continue working. Because of this interruption, you may have to log in again, or repeat your last action. OF COURSE ive emailed the socalled 'support' ppl for help...OF COURSE they emaild bk some computer generatd msg from a made up person named "anthony" w/ some bullshit reply - DUH, i fuckin know i hve to have my cookie function enabled!!!..so i sent "anthony" another email n.....lo n behold, "anthony" sent bk the exact same pre-thought out, computer geneatd msg!!!..how helpful! i hate tripod. i tink i may jst hve to change my host. scums!!! # [ posted @ 6:44:00 PM ] pv FUCK. i had class today n i totally forgot...shit, i had no clue...i mean i even looked at my schedule last nite b4 bed as i always do, so i know wat time to wake up n shit. n i fuckin knew last nite was weds, n quite logically u wud tink - hence today thursday. but no, it dint occur to me at all that i had a fuckin class to teach today at 10am...so there i was readin away last nite till dawn, n its no probl really, i cudve gone without ne sleep n id still b able to make it to class n teach. but noo, how n why did i forget tht i had class today?? damn. :( my brain cells r dyin on me i tink..fuck fuck fuck. sigh..ive had so many tings on my mind lately. fuckin clutterin up my already fucked-up head...i tink my head jst ran out of space to remember the rather minor details, like fuckin work...oh help me, im so useless. so my kids r there as we speak, waitin for me to arrive...of course, bcos i live fuckin 2 hrs away there is no chance i can b there, even tho id move mountains to b there if i cud..bcos i really dont wanna mess up this job n i really really tink theres no xcuse for this. i can jst imagine my boss: "what? u forgot u had work today? can u at least come up w/ a better lie??" to which id probly say "ok..i went out weds nite n i got a little carried away n i got drunk n nex thing i know, i get ur call n theres a naked stranger snoozin nex to me, n we re rolling on vomit"..duh. "no carsten, i jst forgot i had class. period. that boring." on nother note. i tink i dont wana hve nethin to do w/ tatto nemore...its obvious he doenst wanna w/ me. feel im driving myself to suicide, the way tings r. feel hes gna love me then rip my heart out from my chest cavity then wring it so hard b4 chuckin it to the ground, then he ll spit on it n trample on it until its mashed up blood n guts. n he ll run off to the sunset, in glee. u know what? i need a complete life makeover... # Tuesday, November 19 [ posted @ 8:16:00 PM ] pv from " Invest in Yourself: Six Secrets to a Rich Life" by Marc Eisenson, Nancy Castleman, Gerri Detweiler Six Secrets to a Rich Life -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Make your own lifestyle decisions. 2. Put your family first. 3. Wherever you work, be in business for yourself. 4. Make the most of the money you bring home. 5. Turn your debts into golden investments. 6. Map out your own financial future # [ posted @ 10:42:00 AM ] pv bloggin on my pc desk for the last time, b4 the new one arrives tomorw......sorta sad to see it go..its been w/ me thru an awful lot uve bn a gd..punching bag..hehehe...broken glass n chipped corners n spilled beer n food crumbs n all... not to mention fallen tears....u were whom i cried on when times got rough..cried with as i typed my crap, wrote my feelins down on paper..u were where i put my beer bottles on when i was gettin myself drunk bcos i was feelin miserable n pathetic.... goodbye old n trusty desk, may someone recycle u to gd use # Monday, November 18 [ posted @ 10:18:00 AM ] pv im comin down w/ a cold..i feel sick my eyes r strained from all the crying from this afternoon i feel like shit. utter shit.... day seven: 118.5? (yea rite, wishful thinking..) # [ posted @ 10:16:00 AM ] pv baby girl - inner voices there are times when i look in ur eyes i see the love that we shared i see the joy inside but i didnt see the feelings u hide and now ure saying goodbye coz ur love has died and all i can think about is you the way u say u love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see ur face my love can never be erased and u can never be replaced baby baby girl why dont u come back to me why dont u love me anymore baby girl u know i still care for u u know i will love u forevermore there are times when i kiss u gdnite i feel the love that we shared i feel the joy inside but i didnt feel what u tried to hide and now ure sayin goodbye coz ur feelings have died and all i can think about is u the way u say u love me too and every time i close my eyes i see ur face my love can never be erased and u can never be replaced baby baby girl why dont u come back to me why dont u love me anymore baby girl u know i still care for u u know i will love u forevermore baby girl why dont u come back to me why dont u love me anymore baby girl u know i still care for u u know i will love u forevermore all i can think about is u the way u say u love me too and everytime i close my eyes i see ur face my love can never be erased and u can never be replaced baby baby girl why dont u come back to me why dont u love me anymore baby girl u know i still care for u u know i will love u forevermore baby girl why dont u come back to me why dont u love me anymore baby girl uknow i still care for u uknow i will love u forevermore # [ posted @ 12:36:00 AM ] pv i have never felt so much hate towards a person..n she doenst even know it.... she destroyed me. everything good in me, everythin good about me. she destroyed my happiness...took it away from me. not only that, but shes destroyed all my good memories of nething happy. i never knew nebody cud do that...destroy someone to the xtent that not only is the present n future totally obliterated n doomed, but the past turned totally upside down...from having meant something so good, so happy, so pure..to NOTHING. nah not nothing..but something reeking of HATE, ANGER, vileness. from everything good to everything bad, just like that. bcos of somebody elses actions. totally not ur fault, totally nothing to do with u. but shes destroyed me all the same. # [ posted @ 12:31:00 AM ] pv Last Kiss - pearl jam Where, oh where, can my baby be? The Lord took her away from me. She’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this world. We were out on a date in my daddy’s car. We hadn’t driven very far. There in the road, straight ahead. A car was stalled, the engine was dead. I couldn’t stop, so I swerved to the right. I’ll never forget the sound that night. The screamin tires, the bustin glass. The painful scream that I heard last. Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? The Lord took her away from me. She’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this world. When I woke up the rain was pourin down. There were people standin all around. Something warm flowing through my eyes. But somehow I found my baby that night. I lifted her head, she looked at me and said: "Hold me darling, just a little while." I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss. I found the love that I knew I had missed. Well now she’s gone. Even though I hold her tight. I lost my love, my life, that night. Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? The Lord took her away from me. She’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this world. # Sunday, November 17 [ posted @ 6:56:00 AM ] pv moi: Libra The Astrological Symbol of Libra is the Scales. Like the scales of Justice, Librans are objective and just. They abhor unfairness and conflict, striving above all for peace; but at times they are easily deterred from their beliefs. Librans are able to see all sides of an argument, but as their mental scales sway back and forth they may never find balance and become fickle and indecisive. Sometimes they are so eager to avoid conflict that they give in to avoid argument, even when they know they are right, and this may make them seem insincere. Diplomatic and cooperative, they are skilled at initiating group projects. In this way, Libra exemplifies the Cardinal Quality assigned to it. When Librans set goals for themselves, they are determined to succeed. Within the Zodiac, Libra is opposite Aries, the Sign of Self, so Libras tend to be about other people rather than personal development. They tend to be socially inclined and charming, but they may have a need to be liked that makes them too compliant to others' wishes. Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus. In ancient Roman mythology, Venus (and her Greek equivalent, Aphrodite) was the Goddess of Love, Beauty, and Pleasure. She represented joy, happiness, and appreciation of beautiful things. On the negative side, her appreciation for sweets and luxury could result in overindulgence, and she could be materialistic. Venus rules both Libra and Taurus. Libra is the masculine, or day, aspect of Venus; Taurus is the feminine, or night. Both Signs have a great appreciation for beauty, but while Taurus appreciates the beauty of things, Libra is more interested in the beauty of other people. Librans are happiest when they're in a relationship. They are seductive and attractive, and their cultural awareness and talkative nature make them help them shine in the social situations they so enjoy. Because of their social nature, they can be vain or overly dependent on others' approval. Many people born under Libra have strong artistic tendencies and a refined sense of style, but they can also become lazy and apathetic if bored. They are usually controlled and rational, but at times they may be self-indulgent. The Element associated with Libra is Air. Air Signs are intellectual: they tend to respond to the world through intellect, rather than physical action, practicality, or emotion. Libra's intellectual orientation to the world around them makes them skilled at communication and abstract reasoning, and their intelligence combines with their interest in other people to become an intellectual exploration of the people around them. Because their efforts are mentally rather than emotionally motivated, Librans tend to be very judicial; they are good at diplomacy and compromise. Because they are generally reluctant to face confrontation, people born under Libra learn to be persuasive, courteous, and adaptable. But this may also make them seem cold and unemotional or manipulative. They are team workers, skilled at cooperative action, but they can also be self-doubting. Open minded and always polite, they have a strong sense of loyalty because of their ability to put themselves into other people's shoes. Librans love to debate but not to quarrel; a fine distinction that is nonetheless very important to people born under this Sign. They are kind and considerate, and they rarely display anger. Instead they may employ subtle means of getting even when their strong sense of fairness and legality or refined sensitivities are violated. In their leisure time, Librans tend to have less energy that other Signs, and they have a definite lazy streak, preferring to read and go out with friends. Exercise generally appeals to them only if it allows socializing at the same time, but some have a particular affinity for activities that let them get out in nature, such as hiking and horseback riding. In love relationships, Libra is playful and romantic.Libra rules the kidneys and lower back. People born under Libra may be more susceptible to back pain or strain than people of other Signs. Libra's colors are ivory, pink, and light blue; these three colors are harmonious in all their combinations, and they all appear in the sunset sky that Libra represents. The great strength of the Libra-born is in their drive for peace and harmony. Their ability to obtain balance and cooperation from a disparate group is unparalleled. Their skill at seeing all sides of a situation makes them one of the most just characters of the Zodiac. # [ posted @ 6:39:00 AM ] pv With or Without You u2 See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist in your side I wait for you Sleight of hand and twist of fate On a bed of nails she makes me wait And I wait without you With or without you With or without you Through the storm we reach the shore You give it all but I want more And I'm waiting for you With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away My hands are tied My body bruised, she's got me with Nothing to win and Nothing left to lose And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you With or without you # |
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